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I have many pics to post...of both the trip to the beach for Pioneer Day, and also of Harper's birthday, but I can't seem to get around to it. Every once in a while, I seem to get into a slump. Anyway, I don't talk about it because I don't want to be "dramaaaaaatic" or whatever, so I kind of go into my own shell. I am blessed to have Mike, who allows me to be me, and loves me because of it. It's exhausting holding it all back, and I get sick of that lump in the throat feeling. Do you ever get to a point, where you're focusing constantly on "taking the higher ground" and turning the other cheek so hard you feel a loss of your self? Or like...when you're praying constantly during the day that you can not only show, but feel love for those who hurt your children? It seems Lord is testing me, but sometimes I wonder if it's just me being a loser. I don't know...ugh.

Anyway, that's it. I'll not ramble, and I'll post pics when I can.

Plus it's hot as crap in our office, for some reason, this addition they built onto our house doesn't get the right amount of a/c...and it faces West. 'Nuff said.